i threw caution to the wind? i forgot the words i heard long ago that keep me trapped in a cycle of not living my dreams? i can’t support myself? i can’t support Maya? i can’t pay my bills? no one reads what i write? i get writer’s block? i become a hermit? i forget to take care of myself? i forget to shower? i forget to exercise? i forget to meditate? i forget to go to yoga? i don’t even have money to go to yoga? my depression paralyzes me again? my anxiety and depression team up and try to kill me? i buckle down and write a book? if it gets published? what if i write a book and it gets published and i have to be social to promote it? if every publisher tells me i can’t write to save my life? then after that i have to figure out how to save my life because i’m broke? i try and i can’t? i have to start all over again…again? i just let go and see what happens?
*The assignment for Day 17: We all have anxieties, worries, and fears. What are you scared of? Address one of your worst fears.Today’s twist: Write this post in a style distinct from your own.
So true….the “what ifs” will kill you if you let them.
What if… you publish on Amazon… then you won’t be thinking “What if…” but can think “I did…” instead 🙂
Yes, and I will. 🙂